Perfectly Imperfect

I hate the fact that I procrastinate everything. I waited until the last minute to do homework for German and Management. Now I really need to study for my Operations and Supply Chain Management test tomorrow. I did the practice test and I have no motivation to do anything else…… Probably gonna fail…. Not really fail, but probably won’t get an A.

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So I was at work last night and we were just sitting around talking. One of the girls is pregnant with her second child. Her first one is now 17 and he’s half hispanic. It’s relevant trust me. He’s going to be L, and she’s D.

D: So she’s going to be (lists a bunch of European countries)

L: Don’t forget hispanic.

D: No, that’s just you.

L (to me): What are you?

Me: Mostly German and Native American.

L: You don’t look black.

Me and D: What??

Me: I’m not.

L: Oh wait. That’s African American.

My friends are dumb…. Like really?  

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My anxiety is through the roof today…. I’d take a klonopin, but I don’t want to risk it knocking me out and being dead on my feet.

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I’m in love with my new theme. I used a base and did quite a bit of editing to it. Surprised at how much I remember from my high school coding class. Creating a theme is so much harder than making your own website though. I wanted a simple black and white theme. No bells or whistles. I like things neat and organized. I’m very proud of myself for doing this. 

There are a few things from the base that I don’t like and couldn’t figure out how to fix… 

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Taking my last final of the semester. I’m 99.9% sure I’m going to fail…. FUCK YOU CALCULUS

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All my mom wants to do is bitch abut how Jared still owes me money for his iPad that I bought and that he agreed to pay rent and hasn’t. ALL THE DAMN TIME. Ok, he doesn’t have a job now. Neither of us are going to see the money so shut the fuck up about it. There is no sense in bitching at me about it when there’s not a god damn thing I can do about it. I’m out money for it too. 

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I really hate when people complain about Valentine’s Day (especially when you’re in a relationship). Don’t complain about what your SO does or does not do for you. It’s just a commercialized holiday so you’ll spend more money than you need to. It’s fucking annoying seeing people complain about where they went for dinner or not seeing they’re SO because of work or they’re out of town or whatever. It’s just another fucking day!

But… bu… but Valentine’s day is about showing your partner that you love them.

Let me tell you if you have to wait for ONE day out of the year to show someone that you love them then you’re a shit person and you don’t love that person at all. So get the fuck out of here with your whining that the day didn’t go how you wanted it. 

And if you do feel like you want to complain about what you got then maybe just MAYBE you should take a look at yourself and realize how ungrateful you’re being. 

This was kind of just rambling, but it really pisses me off seeing girls complaining about their boyfriends/girlfriends today. 

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Someone let me come visit you for spring break? I need to get out of town. Probably could afford a plane ticket depending on where I’m going, but can’t afford a hotel too. Let me live with you for a few days?

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Did this almost 2 years ago. My how things have changed.

You are in high school.
You dropped out of high school.
You graduated within the last 5 years.
You live on your own.
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed. 
You live within 20 minutes of your ex. 
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.
You have been to the movies within the last week.
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.
You have been a designated driver.
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
You have played strip poker.
You are Catholic.
You are atheist.
You recycle regularly.
You are a brunette.
You have dated a blonde.
You are friends with a redhead.
You are taller than your mum.
You have a bank account.
You’ve written a cheque for less than $5.
You have visited the Statue of Liberty.
You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
You have visited Big Ben.
You have visited the Colosseum.
You have visited The Great Wall of China.
You have never been out of the country.
You have been a waiter/waitress.
You own a Bible.
You own something with a Pentagram on it.
You have used a Ouija Board.
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a zombie for Halloween.
You have been a Disney character for Halloween.
You don’t celebrate Halloween.
You have your belly button pierced.
You have your tongue pierced.
You have your eyebrow pierced.
You have a Monroe piercing.
You have your nose pierced.
You have an ankle tattoo.
You have a wrist tattoo.
You have a back tattoo.
You have no tattoos.
You have more than 5 tattoos.
You straighten your hair.
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
You live somewhere that gets snow.
You celebrate Hanukkah.
You were at your own house last New Year’s.
You were at a bar last New Year’s.
You slept through last New Year’s.
You have worked on Christmas Eve.
You have worked on Christmas.
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today. 
You were told by someone who’s not family.
You slept in your own bed last night.
You are dating the last person you kissed.
You regret kissing the last person you kissed.
You enjoyed your last kiss.
You are wearing a necklace right now.
You are wearing something red.
You are wearing something blue.
You are wearing something purple.
Your phone number ends with an even number.
You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
You are currently listening to music.
You are waiting for something.
You don’t like seafood.
You have eaten deer sausage.
You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
You have been hit on at work.
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
You have been whistled at.
You were creeped out by it.
You are a good speller.
You are very punctual.
You were dating someone in December of 2008.
You are still dating that person.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You have been on a cruise ship.
You have camped out in your own backyard.
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
You are a Pisces.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a Leo.
You are a Capricorn.
You have Irish heritage.
You have Polish heritage.
You have Japanese heritage.
You have Israeli heritage.
You have German heritage.
You have Portuguese heritage.
You have French heritage.
You have Norweigan heritage.
You have Korean heritage.
You were born in May.
You were born in June.
You were born in October.
You wonder what will happen when you die.
You are afraid of the dark.
You write in all capital letters.
You have been told you have nice handwriting.
You have had a song written for you.
You have had a picture drawn of you.
You have curly hair.
You are wearing a watch.
You are wearing flip flops.
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.
You know someone with the same birthday as you.
You are a morning person.
You are a night owl.
You slept in past 10am today.
You have big plans for next weekend.
You are thinking of someone right now.
Your job is stressing you out.
You don’t have a job.
You have never had a job.
You were fired from your last job.
You know sign language.
You will usually try something at least once.
You have been swimming in the last month.
You are pessimistic by nature.
You have taken a ballet class. 
You have taken karate.
You have taken gymnastics.
You wish on shooting stars.
You wish at 11:11.
Your birthday has already come this year.
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year. 
You ended your last relationship.
Your ex ended your last relationship.
You aren’t over your ex.
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
You have let someone use you.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You are divorced.
You have a child.
You were/are a teenage mom.
You are an otaku.
You are a cosplayer.
You were named after someone.
You like your name.
Your last drink was water.
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’.
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.
You are self-conscious about your body.
You have a hangover.
You have pet fish.
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
You live on a farm.
You live in a trailer.
You live in Montana.
You live in South Carolina.
You live in Illinois.
You live in Maryland.
You live in New Mexico.
You have godparents.
Your parents are still married.
You have step-siblings.
You are the oldest.
You are adopted.
You have a twin.
You don’t want kids.
You want more than four kids.
You have a bad temper.
You have made out with a complete stranger.
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
You have worked with a Kayla.
You have gone to the movies with a Jared.
You have hugged a Lexie.
You have held hands with a Marcus. 
You have dated a Rachel.
You have kissed a David.
You have ridden in a car with a Nicole.
You have had class with a Patrick.
You have gone out to eat with a Chloe.
You know a Kyle in the military.
You are related to a Julie.
You have gotten drunk with a Brent.
You can voice-act.
You have broken your arm.
You have had to get stitches on your face.
You have had an MRI.
Your fingernails are painted.
Your fingernails are painted black.
You like to read.
You like to cook.
You like to draw.
You like to sing.
You can play an instrument.
You keep a lot of secrets from people.
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.
You don’t trust people easily.
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
You drive a car older than a 2002.
You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
You know a child who died of cancer.
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
You have cut your hair in the last week.
You wear glasses.
You have been pulled over for speeding.
You love to drive with the windows down.
Your favourite season is Autumn.
Your favourite colour is orange.
Your favourite animal is a dolphin.
You last rode in a car with a relative.
You last rode in a car with a girl.
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. 
You regularly watch Asian dramas.
You love Chinese food.
Your best friend is older than you.
You have to go to school/work tomorrow. (No, but I’m spending it doing homework so technically that’s school)
You answered every question truthfully.

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About to pull an all nighter I think. We’ll see how long I last. SO MUCH HOMEWORK. I mean damn….

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I think this is the definition of a broke college kid…. 

I think this is the definition of a broke college kid…. 

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I had a job interview this morning and I’m pretty sure it went great! I’m good at first impressions. I also got my oil changed and my inspection done. AND a fucking blister on my leg from the zipper on my heels rubbing up against it… so that hurts. Now I’m ready to kick the shit out of this Accounting homework that I’ve been avoiding.

So this is productivity….

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Found something interesting and I want to ask my mom about it, but… I wouldn’t know how to bring it up.

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Ugh.. Was invited to go out with my boyfriend and a couple of his friends from work. I said no because I’m so damn paranoid that everyone hates me. I wish I could go out and do things and actually have fun instead of constantly worrying about everything.

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