How is it that your roommate gets to dictate who comes over to the apartment that yoh share? I can’t even come over and hang out if he’s there. But his girlfriend is allowed over…. I really think this issue needs to be addressed unless you just don’t want me there and this is a way to keep me out.

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It really hurts me that you always tell me you love me and all this stuff, but last night I asked you point blank if we were actually together and if you were my boyfriend you refused to answer.. 

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Overheard my mom and her friend talking about Paris Jackson’s suicide attempt. She said that she’s too young to have problems and that anyone who commits suicide is stupid.

Thanks mom. That’ll be me one day except I’ll actually succeed. I’ve been coming up with my final plan for a few weeks now. I guess I’m just as “stupid” as she is even though I’m almost 8 years older. 

#suicide  #Paris Jackson  #personal  #thanks mom  

I just want to die. WHY CAN’T I DO IT?

#personal  #suicide  #depression  #fuck it  

I swore I would never do this again, but here I am debating the possibilities. Last time it hurt SO bad. I knew it was a mistake I would never make again. Am I willing to let that go and try it again? Should I? Will it end in pain again? 

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Laying in bed and I can’t stop crying. I can’t do this. I don’t want to wake up in the morning and go to work. It’s such bullshit.

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I’m done. That’s it. I’ve made up my mind. I’m outta here.

#personal  #suicide  

I wish someone was here for me.. Consistently.

But no one gives a shit about me anyway.

#personal  #depression  #suicide  #no one cares  

I really just want to lay in bed and cry. Everything has been shit lately. And no one gives a single fuck.

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Decent day of work. Doing it all over again tomorrow and FINALLY a day off on Sunday. Made bank tonight in tips. (:

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